On those days I am weary to my bone!!! I feel like or no; I really have tried all I can.
All that is in my power to do. And one way or the other, nothing seems to have worked! I'm trying to explain to the voices in my head how hard I've tried and how I'm not just sitting around waiting on God for a miracle. After all, faith without works is dead right?!!! (James 2:20)
Aaaaaarghh! I just want to scream and have some peace and quiet. An awesome time away from the battle in my head. I'm at my wits' end yet again! I just honestly don't know....what to do, what to plan, what to pray about! It's on days like this I remember and hang on to an inscription I saw somewhere once.
"You don't always need a plan. Sometimes
You just need to breathe, trust, let go
And see what happens"
I'm sick and tired of planning and almost attaining but then somehow eventually not attain my goal. All my life I've been made to believe you can't live a life without a plan!!! But I give up!! It's time to let go and totally, wholesomely, completely, unashamedly depend on God. I'm left with no other choice at this point!! Maybe it's okay for me not to have a plan. Maybe, just maybe in this era of total dependence, I will finally find purpose. True purpose! Divine purpose!! And this time, all will work out just fine!!! There'll be no more "almosts".......Almosts that don't count.
This brings me to our song for the week!! Hmmmm.....words fail me to describe how much I feel this song. A heartfelt, desperate cry to God!! The best song for my mood. For any mood actually!! As always I encourage you to sing along. Find the lyrics below and enjoy "What can I do by Tye Tribbett ft. KJ scriven!!
Cheers to a new week people. It's going to be a beautiful one!!!
"What Can I Do"
[Chorus:]
Tell me what can I do
Cause I can't live without
I can't live without you
[Repeat 3x]
[Verse 1:]
So here's my heart.
Here's my mind
I give you my soul
Need you to take control
Cause I've tried it
Tried it on my own but
what i found is
I can't make it
[Bridge:]
on my own
on my own
I can't make it
I can't make it
on my own
on my own
I can't make it
I can't make it
[Chorus:]
Tell me what can I do
Cause I can't live without
I can't live without you
on my own
on my own
I can't make it
I can't make it
on my own
on my own
I can't make it
I can't make it
[Chorus:]
Tell me what can I do
Cause I can't live without
I can't live without you
[Vamp:]
Oooh. Ooooh. Ooooh. Ooooh.
Oooh. Ooooh. Ooooh. Ooooh.
Oooh. Ooooh. Ooooh. Ooooh.
Oooh. Ooooh. Ooooh. Ooooh.
I can't walk without you
I can't talk without you
I can't sing without you
I'm nothing without you
I can't live without you
I can't breath without you
I can't be without you
There's no me without you
I can't walk without you
I can't talk without you
I can't sing without you
I'm nothing without you
I can't live without you
I can't breath without you
I can't be without you
There's no me without you
Tell me what can I do
Cause I can't live without
I can't live without you
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